punk~princess

i cant

2006-07-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

heyy....
feeling reallly realllly deeeeepressed..............lyk the whole big fat round world is against me....i cant stand it no more i lyk really cant....i mean when the grass is FINALLY greener on ur side, it rains and all the WONDERFUL grass is turned to ICKY mud!!!!its pissing me off...

the world sucks
and i reaally need my frens
to give me loads of hugs
to confort and to care
when everything goes wrong
but no one seems to wanna share
a helpful and caring hand
why am i always it these kind of problems
when everything's sooo wrong
it jus makes me wanna solve them
and thats wad gets me even more depressed
cos i cant

2006-07-07T12:20:00.000+08:00

hie ppl...
i now i havent posted for nong nong time but i cldnt help it cos i had lots of work [mostly tuition hw] plus i was really lazy [i guess thats not really a cldnt help it point...oops] anw...sorry...OK???
ok so comin back to earth...*calling iliana...are u there can u hear me...out......fyi that was me on walkie talkie with myself....* I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!!!
....u cld say i was a hsm freakk i guess..i lyk listen to the songs day in day out...everyday at least and i listen to them ovr and ovr without gettin sick of them.....xD....i cant wait to watch that movie again....[im sure im gonna watch it again.....i think...] sch today was preeeeeety boring....*no offense st anthony...O_o...* cos there was mass and stuff lyk that

2006-07-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

+Start of something new+

-Zac Efron & Vanessa Anne Hudgens-

Living in my own world

Didn't understand

That anything can happen

When you take a chance

I never believed in

What I couldn't see

I never opened my heart

To all the possibilities

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

And right here tonight

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that

We'd both be here tonight

And the world looks so much brighter

With you by my side

I know that something has changed

Never felt this way

I know it for real

This could be the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen

Till it happened to me

I didn't know it before

But now it's easy to see

It's a start of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

That it's the start

Of something new

It feels so right

To be here with you

And now looking in your eyes

I feel in my heart

The start of something new

Start of something new

start of something new- high school musical

2006-06-28T17:28:00.000+08:00

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2006-06-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

hie....
im tired....
im in malaysia KL now....
i have finished the disney thingamagee
and is currently really depressed as i miss my friends...
i miss tokin with audaud on msn
and all those other ppl lyk man....and dis frens...
im not gonna see my new found frens anymore
i feel really sad....
im really gonna miss them
omg
i hav been with them for only a few days and im already soo attached to them...
i wonder what it would be lyk to leave my sch buddies
omg
thinkin bout all this is gonna make me cry
=snffs=
oh well....
sighs sighs sighs...
im missin u guys back in spore
and i will nvr forget my disney frens
NEVER!!!
so as a tribute i will try to write all their names down...
but the spelling may be wrong so sori....
ok here goes
cerease, miguel, robyn, yi jia, pooja, fatin, hannifa, alex, maya, ian, archanna, faye, ira, joyce, hui en.....
some ppl that i wanna thank lots...
cerease....u rawk
u r kind and considerate...
u put a smile on my face...
consoled me when i felt lyk the most unwanted thing on the planet
and much more stuff....
miguel...
u were really nice and fun to be with and nice just to talk to...
and it was fun doin the growing up thing even though we didnt really do it in the end....=smiles=
the fillipino siblings are really photogenic and really humble bout it...not to mention really nice..u gotta love them!!!
robyn..
heyy partner! u were really nice and i really enjoyed ur company..
and i love ur jap lo0ok!!!hahaha it was nice
yi jia...
u were nice to hug...hehehe =]
hannifa...
ermm one word
TALL!!! and funny...
pooja...
loud and outgoin
hope u dun play truant too much =] haha
si xuan...
errr dun let those meanie teachers get to ya and jus stay loud and nice!
fatin...
stay cute!!!!
alex...
keep rockin and hip hoppin and one day u will be as gd as ur hip hop teacher!! and that bone arm thing is really freakky...^^
maya...
stay funky...
ian...
thx for entertainin us with ur non-stop jabbering!!!
joyce...
u rawk and dun be soo stressed jus chill
and thx for helping me with the stuff and ALL
hui en...
u too!!!
and thx to all the producers galen persis and the camera men and every body hu helped!!!
and all the frens hu made this journey soo enjoyable and unforgettable...

heheh...
i guess that was a bitr ovr the top but they really deserved it...
ok
i feel better now
ok...
hav ta go write an email
bye!!!
muackx
...eliaxna...

2006-06-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg!!!!!!!
i cant believe i got in!!!!
I GOT IN TO THE DISNEY CHANNEL EXPRESS URSELF!!!!!!!!
WOOOHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
YEAH!!!!
UH HUH UH HUH!!!!
!YAY!
LMAO XDDDDD!!!!!
ok
calm down iliana....
calm down
okk
yesterday went for de-briefing
more lyk take off and put on clothes to see whether suitable day
anw
wen i got there i met this rgs sec 208 girl
seems lyk she noes sasa
ok...
i made new frens there!!!
!yay!!!
im starting to get lame...
okkk
they were lyk kinda cool
hope to get to noe them better on mon
i met this girl called cerese [not sure how to spell...]
she was really nice but a bit shy i guess
but she's real nice
'im sure bout that
ok
i dun feel lyk writing any more
i noe
this is a short post but jus dun feel lyk posting...
ciaoz
muackx
...eliaxna...

2006-06-01T15:31:00.000+08:00

hiee....
still no info bout the audition
sighs sighs sighs
nvm
i dun get in also nvm but i cant skip tomorrow compo class!!!
sobs...
classs today was preety boring...
i woke upp late cos damn alarm nvr ring
wen i got to sch i was late AGAIN!
luckily aud was late too so we sat together in class....
so not that bad
but felt guilty bout natz
she had to sit with charmaine.....
sori!!!!
so felt really guilty in class
me and aud discussed bout paul..
btw
PAUL 2HILL RAWKS!!!!!!
he better get in
okok
then went home
went on msn
started smsing manddee and irritatin her
no one online at first so did chinese stuupid wrkshopp hw
then aud came online
got a tagboard
=go tag ppl!!!!=
stopped smsing mandee
then aud went off line
so here i m now...
isnt my lyfe intresting?!?!?!
=NOT!=
sighs

boredom is taking over my life
wad can i do but get sucked into the whirlwind or boreness
and never come back
into a world where boredom is natural
even normal
and not being bored is abnormal
into a world where ordinary is abnormal
and extrodinary is normal
well
if u're there
welcome to my lyfe....

jus a normal [for me] day

2006-05-31T15:04:00.000+08:00

hiee ppl!
today is an ok day...
in the morning
i got up
brushed teeth
changed
blah blah
went to sch for the chinese oral and compo wrkshop thingie
i arrived late all cos mummy wanted to pick up sumthin for aunty joyce but nvm mummy
i forgive u...
teehee
more lyk i better forgive u...
anw
so lyk i arrived late and had to sit beside this girl
i foundher a bit wierd....
and a bit irritatin
but i guess i just noe her only sooo got the wrong perceptive...
anw
listenin to teacher with interuptions fr odd girl tokin....
was damn boring
and then
BREAK TIME!!!
wheeeee =)
toked to audaud
was sooo much more fun
then went back to boring class
bored bored bored
then went home
asked mum if anyone called fr audition
nope
no luck
so was a bit disappointed
but on positive side they still can call tomorrow
so hoping they will call
SOON
to get me outta waitin.....
hmmmmm.....
wad else
oh
mum went to collect nenek fr hospital cos of the eye thingie
and she cant go out or watch tele for sum reason
so she stayin in our hse for 2 days to entertain herself
so i gotta entertain her by playin gin rummy
!YAY!
chatte with man on msn for a while
wen i first saw her convo box pop upp
was soo happi!
wheeeee
then turns out she wanted some pics....
so ya
but i guess it was a bt fun with short sentences
i wish we were lyk the old times wenwe toked with long sentences and it was sooo damn freakin fun....
sighs
but she will always be there in my memory....
and in the present tooo
and audaud!
y u keep cryin in ur blog?!?!?!?
wad happened?!
okok
bb
muacks
...eliaxna...

2006-05-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
IM GOIN FOR AUDITION TOMORROW!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!
okk
let me cool down so i can explain...
u see i was at the dentist's
*which i said earlier...so cut the crap*
yar...
then my mum suddenly went to check her email beside me
and then she got an email fr uncle dougie [my 'godfather']
yar and he had this fren hu is the producer of disney channel or sumthin lyk tt...
and the fren is lukin for malay bos to audition and blah blah blah...
so my mum tot i may be intrested...
i noe im not a boy but i can still audition rite?
soo she asked moi...
then i jus said casually i dun mind and i tot that was the end of tt
but apparently it wasnt....
then suddenly wen we were walking in taka
then she jus strait off told me i hav an audition for the disney channel thingie!
she said im supposed to keep yakkin but not supposed to say negative things bout anybody...
but wad if i mess upp???
and wad if my mind suddenly freeze?!
ahhhhh
im sooo nervous!!!
sumbody calm me down!
and up till now i still duno wad im auditionin to be?
sum person yakkin away on tv?
but i dun even hav disney channel!
AND WAD IF I LOOK SOOO UGLY ON TV???
ahhhhhhhhh
i will die DIE i tell u if i mess up on tv...
and i may not even get in!
then i will be even more embarrased as crystle managed to get in but i didnt!
ahhh
im lyk really stressin!
omg omg omg!
chill yana chill!
see?
im soo pathetic that i hav to tok to myself now...
ahhhh!
ok
i guess i gotta go chill off....
muackx
...eliaxna...

2006-05-29T11:24:00.001+08:00

heyy ppl...
im at the dentist's now....
they lyk jus upgraded so there's a PLASMA TV!!!!
*gasps!*
besides the usual coms...
thats y i lyk commin here so much
while waitin for my sis to finish her checkup so i can hav mine...
i can post on com!
YAAAY!!!
okay.......
im bein lame as usual...
-_-'''
i feel so OUT of everything...
my memory is fading
i miss my frens
*hope they miss me too=]...if not...ahh wells wad can i do?*
i wan PSLE TO BE OVER ALREADY FOR PETE'S SAKE!!
anw...
i hav been feelin unsure of myself these past few days...
i dunno whether my frens really treat me as true frens or jus think im part of the group so gotta tyreat her well...
-_-
oh welll
i jus hav to believe them i guess...

my blogskin rawks

2006-05-26T11:25:00.002+08:00

omg ppl!
my blogskin rawks dosent it?!
aud thx....
anw...TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY OF JUNE HOLS!!!
IM SOOO FREAKIN HAPPY!
but i feel really bad cos i only starte on one eng ws and i hav lyk lots more left!
ahhhhhhhhhhh
anyway im soo freakin stupid as i typed out the whole breakaway song when i could have jus searched for song lyrics...
y am i always soo plain DUMB?!
ok...
today my mum went to see 郭老师
and they were both lyk scolding me for my lazyness and tt i tok to much with man in class and all that freakin crapand that i got 8 for zuo wen...
wadya expect wen u li ti?!
yupp and as usual mum spoke sooo loud!
im chatting with vanessa on msn now...
its fun!
ok....
bb
post l8er
muackx
...eliaxna...

my bdae party

2006-05-19T19:21:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl...
dont u think slumbers [the bear] is sooo cute? yupp he's adorable...
anyway...i want to talk bout yesterday...got up early in the morning at bout 7.20 am cos mum wanted to go hairdresser and thought she will bring me along to do my hair too...u know just a trim...but she then decided to give me a treat by letti n me temp straighten my dark puffy locks!i was damn excited...ok...lets cut it short after that...when we reached home...realisd that my first guest aka alicia was already there...i was lyk omg...so quickly let her in and then shortly after lola jeral and cris arrived. was staring to feel bored when we were alll herded upp into my room...so had chats here and there played with ppl's hps....listened to pcd[ which lola brought]...doncha was damn long but nice...any way lyk 1\2 an hour later, mandee and jenni arrived...a bit late in my opinion [heheh...dun kill me man]... so we stared playin cluedo...it was too crowded so gave upp playin aft w while and had to keep up...then we played pictionary halfway bfore cummin down for lunch...
we had two large pizzas...chiken cocktail susages on a stick with cucumber...sotong balls...drinks...jeral ate soooo little! lyk she only ate one slice of pizza and cldnt even finish it! i was a bit shocked i guess...oh yeah...the ppl gave me their prezzies...
i had a kelly clarckson bonus cd fr cris and mandee...click 5 cd fr jeral n alicia *which i didnt really lyk at first but lurved it in the end...and a dancing rock and roll cow fr jenni! we burst out laughing when it started "singing" esp when it started to shake its head back and forth! we laughed until our stomachs hurt and was tearing...i couldnt breathe! jenni said it was to DESTRESS and asked whether it really did destress me... u can count on it jenni! we then went to the park to play...this is when the ADVENTURES OF THE GANG started...haha...ok first "adventure" was crossing the main road. every body had diff ways and then cris and lola and man started walkin across when there was a car coming...i was lyk freakin out as i tot the car wld run over them... i noe it sounds lame now but that was what i was feeling then...
any way...when we reached the park lola jeral and jenni ran for the swings...poor jenni...all the way to the park she wanted to go on the swings but lola and jeral ran faster than her n reached there first...aww....run faster next time jen!
then we made this heart-shaped "monument in the sand with our initials in the centre...here there it is...yupp...really cute.. ok then we took our shoes together ...here it is again... really cute huh? guess which is my foot...heheh that was kinda easy...omg! dun tell me u dunnoe?! go figure! any way we then decided to go to the other park...on the way they were complaining that the way was soo long and who suggested it in the first place...xD..on the way there we were walkoing past the canal...i bought my world of sports football along and was kinda kicking about lightly as the hole under the railing was big enough for the ball to go through and drop into the canal. sure enough...suddenly jearl took the ball from me and kicked it hard in the direction of the canal. it was too late to stop her and the ball dropped into the canal.i was dumbstrucked...my fav ball in the canal?! i gotta be dreaming...suddenly lola and mandee thrust themselves at the railing of the canal and started climbing...we all started screaming for them to get down cos it was very dangerous but to no avail...in the end we had no choice but to help them down there. luckily..mother nature was on our side and the wind blew the ball closer to us...mandee nearly dropped into th canal...if she or lola dropped in i wold probably doie of guilt as it was my ball they were rescuing in the first place...luckily they didnt drop in...man used lola slipper to retreave the ball and climbed back up...im glad i got the ball and i thanked them profusely...jeral thanked them to and said sorri to me..aww..i was jus relieved to get my ball back ad man asd lola were safe and sound...heyy wait jus a minute! im sounding lyk im writig a compo here! AHHHH!!! IM BECOMING A GEEK!!!ok nvm already...we were all kinda tired and THIRSTY by then so we wanted to go back when we reached the park...miss smarty pants and her accomplice heheh...aka alicia and cris [dun kill me ppl!] tot they cld find a short cut...so took another route. sure enough...we managed to find cold storage! we were all screaming and whooping for joy when we saw that we can buy drinks at cold storage...we were lyk a bunch of retardos...hahaz...the security guard probably thought we were a bunch of hooligans as he was staring at us...oh well...sorri mr security guard if we freaked u out! we bought our drinks the headed back for home...when we reached home sweet home we sang happy bdae to me man jeral and my mum...long story...then cris recieved a phone call from her mum telling her that she got in to 2nd round of NUS high dsa programme...we were all damn happy for her...
then we watched i not stupid too and jenni had to leav ehalfway for her sci tuition class...aww...
hmmm.....then when we finished the show we went back up to play pictionary...any way aft that we saw a ghost which im too lazy to tok about so forget it and then the peeps went back home...whew! thats a PRETTY LONG post! so ciaoz world...
muackx
...eliaxna...

2006-05-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

heyy peeps
my sis needs to do her pt
so this post is lyk gonna be freaking short when i have sooo much to tell!
today i had my birthday party and invited a few friends...
[sori the ppl i didnt invite...its jus tt my mum dosent allow me to invite too many ppl...though i love u guys...]
any way the ppl are...
...mandee...
...jeral...
...cris...
...alicia...
...jenni...
...lola...
yupp...u guys rawk
let me tell u bout th night before first...

i went to the supermarket with mum to but party food...
it was soo fun preparin the menu!
just a bit unsure whether the ppl will lyk it...
so we were lyk walkin about and usually we dont buy all the *not good for u* food..
but today all the junkies came...
here's wad we bought
$the cocktail chicken susages
$3 bottles of gassy gassy drinks...sprite ice [thought my sis would lyk that]...pepsi twist *with double the lemon*...F&N orange [that was soo good...hmmm...]
$a bag of lays potato chips *sour cream and onion...my absolute fav...*
$two small bags of twisties *curry bbq [not that i lyk that...] and chicken*
$ a bucket of ice cream *vanilla*
$flour
$eggs
thats all there is i guess.........
i think i bored u with all that stuffbut who cares? * evil laughter...muahahahaha*
made brownies withthe flour and eggs and other ingredients...*hah! i knew u were wonderin what the heck the flour and eggs were for...*
so sad birthday girl making her own cake [um...browmie actually]...
kinda spastic i know....
oops look at the time
better run peeps!

muackx
...eliaxna...

2006-05-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl....
EXAMS ARE FINALLY [yupp...finally!] OVER!!!
WOOOHOOOO
yeah!
but actually im kinda bored now
was jus chattin wif mandee
not implyin she's boring or anything..[i noe ure readin this mandee]
heheh
this must be pathetic but
this is the first time i bolded my words!
isnt that such an achievement?!
[mandee readin this and sayin''NOT!!!'' heheh]
anw....
i feel lyk goin out....
cos i cant stand stayin at home all day....
if it doesnt rain....
[but it luks lyk it will...]
i will probably go n play badminton
i suck at it though
second time playin it
im lyk soooo devastated
i didnt manage to get one of myold frens hp no...
sighs u probably dun get me
but i was jus puttin it briefly
im lyk really sad.......
i may nvr see him again
he probably has forgotten all b out my exsistence
sighs
ok thats it for today mandee n all those peeps out there
too personal liao
ciaoz

muackx
eliaxna

a note to a gd fren

2006-05-05T13:47:00.000+08:00

omg!!!!
i lyk jus read one of my gd fren's post and i lyk feel soo hurt im not considered as one of her gd frens wen she put the rest of my click as her gd fren....do wadeva she lykes..... i thought our frenship was strengthenin but i guess i was wrong...

if u're reading this now gd fren... i jus wanna tell u i feel hurt and hav treated u as a gd fren...although i said somethin bout u in the past, i admitted it, said sorry, u forgived [ or so i thought] me and i thought that was a thing of the past......i think u shld noe hu u r......well yar....if i have misunderstood....well tell me...send me an email...rite a note to me in class...tok to me personally...msn me....wadeva...but if u read this jus tell me...ok? luv ya lots...iliana

ok....i feel better now...i really treasure frenships....i love them more than [nearly] anything...huever i hav offended out there... noe im sorri and i mean it....got ta go peeps...
muackx
...eliaxna...

now im really sick...

2006-04-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

heyy peeps!
now im REALLY sick.....its not an april fools joke anymore...i've got on and off fever n running nose, block nose, headaches, body aches n a certain sickiness called FRENS PROBS
there have been some misunderstandings [and non-misunderstandings which ppl take as misunderstandings if u get wad that means...] and ppl ignoring ppl and ppl not lykin ppl and it goes on and on like a big ANNOYING cycle...
i can't stand it
he day im sick n im on MC these things gotta happen
Y? FOR PETE'S SAKE Y?
i really cant take it
all im askin for is some nice buddies to share my probs n to go throgh a smooth-flowing PSLE with in my last year of sch. just to have good memories of the school n my last year...
IS THAT TOOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?!
i really hopewe can settle things and move on as a WHOLE group...
i really do
but is that really askin for tooo much?
only god noes that answer...
i will just leave fate in his hands
i mean lyk what can i do?
keep the peace,
eliaxna

im sick!

2006-04-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

heyy ppl!
the sick virus is spreading! i've got a terribly high fever....
i feel soo sickly
can die!
hahahaha
GOTCHA!
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY!
HAHAHAHA
ok.............
that was pretty lame
anyway
im at boy's [my cuz] hse n we're both on the com
ok.......
i kind hav nothin to say
oh ya!
i went to this 'grand' party
it was sooooo hot n stuffy
n there were stoooopid songs on
just not my typeof party
i nearly died
my frens r all after me for trickin them
except cristal hu got meback so we're even
they r soooo pissed
n on mon is the memoirs ofthe geisha play which im starrin in
n it nerve-wreckin
scared myfren will do somethin embarassin on stage
ok.....

nites ppl!
wish me luck!
muackx...eliaxna

o gawd! soriiiiii

2006-03-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

O MY GAWD! damn long nvr post......soriiiiiii! im like sooo busy with PSLE n all that crap.....well honestly i dun do much assesments but yoo must be wonderin y im nearly buried in work....three words....CHINESE TUITION HOMEWORK!.... yar i noe kan die....but at least i improve my chinese![if i didn't i wld practically kill myself cos i did sooo much work!]in 100% i lyk only do 0.000000000001% of english, maths n science assesments! my mum is soooo ready to kill me! wadeva.......y am itokin bout sch?!

okies....rough report about my sch life....

lots of frens probs though not as much as last year...well to me anyway

some ppl tokin bad bout others

some feeling really sad

some cant stand others

n some r soooo irritatin!

ok...for library week my class is doin a play from a paragraph of memoirs of a geisha!

n my teacher only told us we were supposed to present it on 3rd april this wed! can u believe it?! now we're rushing lyk crazy to complete it or else we hav to come bck to sch on sat!

my motto:

wake up

survive

go to bed!

work to do...stuff to complete....nites ppl!

muackx

eliaxna

crap

2005-11-01T08:25:00.001+08:00

omg!

i never blog 4 soo long!

sorrisorrisorrisorri

did lyke sooo lousy 4 exams!
can't wait 4 hols
goin boy's house tomorrow...
gonna be soo fun
can play footie and chat n juz hang out...
n crap too
i luv crappin
soo fun...
so long nvr see boy...
juz bcause he is fastin
oh well...
im seein him tomorrow rite?
the dae after tt goin to escape theme park!!!
wif.......
+mandy+

+cristal+

+alicia+

+jeral(maybe)+

+jenni(maybe)+

+laura+

+julene+

soooo many rite?

i feel soo lazy...

listening to my new cd player...

the sound so clear lar...

kk...

crap next time..

bye people!

muackx...

*blowin flyin kisses*

* im soo popular!*

*look at all the fans!*

sooo ego

all crap...

byez...

My first post!

2005-09-04T14:10:00.000+08:00

heya

me name iliana

this is my first post
YAY

haha
i like to post
this is fun
heehee

one day i'll be a great poster

im gonna be on a poster coz i RAWK DE WORLD OUTTA PPL

MUAHAHAHAHA

i noe bimbotic de yao si!
YAY

ok that's it for now
i have to change some settings

pl
(post later!)